hello.

once again.

i'm posting.

first thing is, currently i'm liking this guy at friendster.

he said so many sweet things to me.

but as usual, that i always said, i'm not giving hope on this.

but when time flies,

i think i seriously want & need him.

and i already planned to meet him.

but before i could say it to him;

he said first that he leaving soon to U.K for futher studies.

what the hell.!

i'm so pissed off & in the same time so sadden by this,.

i decided to cancel the plan of meeting him.

he asked me to wait for him until he first his studies.

oh my gosh!

that will take like few years oke!

my friend, soraya told me to meet him quickly before too late.

haiya.

but i think he left already.

=(

but another thing is that:

some people told me that he look like a indonesian actor.

some people told me that he is a indonesian actor.

some people told me he could be a fake.

some people told me to wait for him.

some people told me to investigate about him.

some people thinks we are together.

= I'M TOTALLY CONFUSED.

dont make me sad.

dont make me think.

dont make me shout.

i guess i need a explaination from him.

i'll get information from his friend.