just when you know ,

everything collapse .

everything you've lost .

and you didnt even see it coming through .

ohgawd ;

it hurts .

my past memories .

sigh*

why did i even think about it again .?

now that i'm lonely ;

i not desperate freako mind you ,

but i cant help this feeling you see .

its kinda pain to see couples together

and you'll go like ;

" DAMN , STOP IT YOU BOTH "

hahaa .

so bad right .

i know .

well , life isnt always the way you want ,

if you get what i meant .

i cant seriously stop thinking of what's becoming of my life .

its not that its already bad or what .

but (hehe) ,

i need a man by my side .

a true man .

i wonder who it is .

please - please i need to know who you are and where you are right now .

just call me at 1800 - 820 - iamtheone .

LOL .

oke ;

now i sounded so - so desperate .

stop it .

as for now ;

my day today was tiring i suppose .

i had 2 test in the same day which was bullshit .

but i hope i pass it though .

lastly ,

rugby .

whatever i think about my CCA rugby ,

i feel that i just wanna cry .

maybe because of my old injury ,.

fuck .

i should have be more careful previously .

like i said in my older posts .

i couldnt run like i used to .

thats really - really saddens me .

and most probably i think i couldnt make it for the school's team .

Sallyha & Saerah could make it .

i know they can .

especially sallyha .

she's getting better & better .

its all in the blood you see .

her sister's in the rugby too .

=))

and about work ;

i really losing my temper towards "naz-to-the-ree" & "faz - kerja - macam - blanga -lee" .

they both are so fucking idiotic which i always wanted to slap them both .

can i ?

well , if you know the story .

you'll surely answer "JUST SLAP THEM , GIRL"

after which , i still love my part - time job eventhough its tiring .

enough of working - topic .

as i said half of it just now ,

i had 2 tests in a day today .

which made my mind blast .

hahaa .

did go for rugby today but didnt trained .

reasons : "didnt BRING sports attire"

who cares .

i was so - so lazy just now .

but i managed to bring my mind , body & soul meeting farra for a while at bedok KFC .

where we first met and talk and laugh .

oh memories!

well ;

we did have all the talking & discussion about life & guys .

which i'm glad i let some of my feelings out .

thanks sayang for listening .

i'm already starting missing you !

LOL .

oh time ,

which i could blog more on this post but i have to sleep early .

there's another test .

pray for me people .

thanks for reading .

x)

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