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SyidsO .
16Sept1991 .
a Student .
ITE College East .
Electrical Technology Year 2.

Believe it or not,
I used to have an open mind but my brains kept falling out
But then,
Judge me all you want, but keep the verdict to yourself okay.


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Sunday, August 2, 2009, 8/02/2009 10:51:00 AM

been days since i last updated
weeks weeks weeks have passed,
what the hell i am thinking sia

anyway,
no time,serious no time to online
days been packed with stuffs
later i'm working at 12pm
but still i'm now here at home blogging
i cant help to just blogging for a little while

working this week,fri,sat,sun straight penat nak mampus soyy
lulut kirim salam eh
anyway,its just to make up to next weekends,
cause will not be able to work,cuti cuti malaysiaaa~~~
heh

to cut it short,
practically,
my days been okay except at school.
ashraff always find my faults
hate that little boy
serious asking for a tight jab!

got to go now
have to go buy lunch first before heading to work
thanks people.
bye

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Monday, December 1, 2008, 12/01/2008 12:46:00 AM
exam

my theory exam is on this coming wednesday and seriously i've yet to study.see now,i'm even blogging instead of studying.what am i doing sia?haix.
my days been quite oke.quite fun in the same time quite tiring and bored too.
and ouh yeah,
i met up with my bedok northian girlfriends last friday.its been long since i met up with them.and finally they've finished thier olevel.maybe i should update it with the pictures that we took that time.










see how long is my hair already?

and see how times flies.it's already coming to the end of november.then december..soon 2009.
this year past seems faster than i expected.

people please pray for my coming exams.hope i'll pass and make it through.
:)

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Friday, November 7, 2008, 11/07/2008 02:30:00 PM

i'm so lazy to update my blog,feeling like falling asleep but however,i'll just update okay.last tuesday after school,met up with saerah at tanjong katong's most cheapest cyber cafe to do our project.supposed to met up with maya and herlinah but they have their own reasons =_="
ended up just saerah and i.we had fun though during that time.share with each other problems.

just as we finished our slide presentation;i texted yaya up asking whether she's free or not.coincidencely,she and farra was free that time.so i asked saerah along together.first it was changi airport,but then it was tampines.we took bus to there.and we went for study for a while.we went all around cafe to see whether there's socket plug for yaya's laptop.starbuck,coffeebean..imagine.at last at open space just behind coffee bean.we went all away like cheerleading to reach for the high socket plug.it was like jackass and passby-er kept looking at us.hahahaha.


















i miss you lah faggot.

i understand.

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Wednesday, November 5, 2008, 11/05/2008 03:43:00 PM
i dont care.

recently;my little brother hakim been down with a fever.and frequently i've been easily get tired and somehow get headache these days.but yes as usual;i wont show it to others.i've learnt my lesson about showing it to others.that person was bored with me at last.it saddens me.but however if you ask me,i dont care anymore about it.its up to the person to judge me.i'm only a human that need someone to guide me through during hard times.but its not important anyway.

for now,i just want my little brother to get well.
i'll work more to earn extra k.
i'll buy you something if you get well okay brother.
i love you.

ive been dragging myself to school attending class to complete my module.and too;ive been struggling all along lesson to make it through.

people would see me outside as a cheery girl that smile everytime but deep inside that always something that is not right.thats another side of me.

if you happen to see me sullenly with you;
believe me,i'm sorry,.

i got to rush to work now.

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 10/21/2008 12:30:00 AM
disgracing?

first and foremost,

dear cousin,its not disgrace you oke.i'm like giving you a wake up call.i dont mean anything to disgrace you or something.its my space to let my point of view out.i'm surprise that you eventually check out my blog upon what kak yana had tagged you.after soo long i know that you also didnt even check whats update at my blog.the proof?you even didnt update my url blog at you bloglink even after i tagged you my url.i just have to let my opinion out here since i'm soo lazy to confront about you about this.,cause i know it will hurt both parties.

now,you know how i felt after all this.try to put yourself into mine.ask yourself how should you feel if your own blood do this to you.ive been always patience with you cousin.i've always giving you chance without you realising it.but it comes to limit.ive been always thankful that i have a cousin like you.you know i will always be there for you if you need me.just a phonecall away and one blk away across the streets.

do you remember last time when you cried for someone that doesnt even have blood connection with you,you would tell me everything. you know i will always hear your depress eventhough you know i dont like it and i would advise you in some other way.
my depression and thoughts,have you asked any of that since the day you know me?16 years cousin.still i'm trying to be strong for you.and even now.thats why i didnt even say a thing face to face the truth what i'm thinking.

do you even have think what our older cousins think about it?

please think about it.i know eventhough we will not spend quality times together,please do it with your family.cause i know you nowdays seldom do that.its not i want to disgrace you again but letting you know.

you're my closest cousin i ever had since i was small.i wonder if my death would show true meaning of my intention.
therefore,i'm going to remove my previous post for you.

i love you cousin .
please dont hate me.
cause i dont hate you..

lots of love,
for you .

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Thursday, October 16, 2008, 10/16/2008 04:11:00 PM
apparently

i dont know i being so down right now.not feeling to go for my training today.but i think i had to.i promise some of my rugbymates that i would go today.

believe it or not,i dont know whether i should be pissed off with my cousin,kassim.i felt that he put his 1st priority for his friends rather then his family and relatives.i mean its not wrong lah..but now we seldom contact with each other eventhough our house is sooooo near.and too he's seldom at home.he didnt even want to take the initiative to give me a call or even text me.tell me,what should i feel about that?happy?glad for him?always when i wanted to go out with him,he gave his silly reasons.and you expect us to always understand you.nonsense oke.k fine...end up,sometimes i saw him somewhere with his friends or friend fatimah kepale kemek.

and now he's sooo busy that he didnt have time to visit my house for raya's celebration.so much for a cousin eh.

wonderful times







for YOU,
apparently,i've learned that goodbyes are always hurtful.pictures will never replace.having good or bad memories will always bring tears and words can never replace those feelings.and i always hoping to get a text message from you everyday even if its once a day.that would be sufficent for me.but feeling like a fool but i do anyway still its not happening again.should i just wait until i'm teethless?


i never wanna try to let you know,maybe its true i'm stuck up on you.
i wonder if you know that i want you so much.i wonder if you know whats in my heart.would i able to say the love i had in me and that you are the best for me.i'm still here waiting hoping that you will think of me.i'm still here hoping we can be together.still here to come back to me.

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 10/14/2008 04:26:00 PM
Burnin' up

it's been eons since i last update my blog.due to my blog maintenence because the templates was all over the place.its so pathetic.thanks to saliha who helped me fixing it right that day.and thanks to me too for modifying it.heh.
firstly,i dont know why i'm now sooo into NICK JONAS.maybe because of our similiarites.CURLY HAIR.oke people i know you guys will say, "whatever lah ehh".
hahahaa.. dont care lah.
NICK JONAS!






on the 3rd day of hari raya,received a invitation from my supervisor on her open house that day.so some of my collegues and i decided to go because we got no other plans to do.it was purely fun that particular time.we all like excited too see each other after having our looongest work break.we went to maizurah's crib and soon after that reena's crib.
doubling the fun,all we did was laughing and camwhoring.i think we took more then 100 pictures combining from me and reena's camera.
not looking at the time,yes yes, we did missed our last bus and train.end up riding a trailer driven by shafiqah's dad who kindly come and fetched us from jurong east interchange to our place at bedok.hohoo
i couldnt imagine us,the bedok-ians(Faiz,Shafiqah,Saliha and i) staying overnight at jurong interchange with our tradisional clothes on.
oh yeah,saw a hot hunk from my school that time.but he was with his girlfriend.
PUNYETA.











on the 6th day of raya,saliha and i went to SIA's sports club.went to gym for an hour(this is when china girl selling hello panda appear) and swimming soon after that.hoping of losing weight but as usual nothing happened.we must keep on endeavoring in this lah sal.never give up.hahaa.i know what you to say k.. "macam paham"headed ourselves to changi airport secret receipe and had our tummy filled.ape taknye..
soon after my arrival from korea.
my irish-lambstew.



in the making of china girl selling hello panda.





farra and yaya..please please meet up soon! i'm soooo missing you guys!its been a decades since we last met.beep me up!






rugby has now resume,i did miss my rugbymates..somehow didnt miss the trainings at all.i dont know why.i guess i cant stand with the toughness of the training after having a serious injury at my knee last march.hhaix.
its paranoid schizophrenic!




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Saturday, September 27, 2008, 9/27/2008 02:26:00 AM
curly.

At first, thought of posting about how i think about my life right now. but yes i know it would bored you readers out there, so it has been cancel last minute with no receipt. =_=*


Last two nights after break fast, went to playground infront of my crib to play bunge api. upon adek's request. so ya, asked kassim, wani, yaya and farra along. 6 of us were so enjoy playing bunge api continously that bunge api cepat da habis. decided to play "blind mices" and "crocodile. again, time past so quickly when i checked my watch that time, it was already 11pm. kassim and wani say their goodbyes to us and left for home. adek and i sat at the bustop together with yaya anf farra. we had a quite chat going on while waiting for the bus to come.after saying goodbyes and huggings to them, adek and i went straight home and had ourselves washed up. adek soon immediately fly himself to lala land. oh brother! i miss yaya. :D



and yesterday, went to hair saloon with sally to get our hair done. initially, getting my hair trimmed was my only plan but end up getting hair treatment and trimmed, same as sally's. besides, the queue for getting hair cut was so long. malas sangat kan, cut queue lah. after treatment, trimmed skali. easy going.after treatment, my curly whirly turned to straight like penyapu. oke maybe a little bit, not too much. dont be shock. its only TEMPORARY. and please do not laugh upon seeing the pictures of the hair later. its prohibited to laugh. pictures are only illusion, what you see may not be real. see it, believe it.
oke,now what i'm blurting about.
LEFT
saliha went to my crib for a while and ya, my family laughed at me when they saw the ugly hair. best kan dapat ketawe?? especially my TWINS. eh saliha?
and to type it short, saliha helped me to HIGHLIGHT my hair which turned to DOWNLIGHT. in the end, i dyed all my hair. but its not obvious lei.
well sist, appreciate your effort k sayang. dont cry. boleh cube lagi next time.
oke cleopatra?

KASIHKU SERU. cerita best giler.must watch only @ tv3.
thats random.







now dah tekad habis nk simpan rambut curly. so please syids, dont think of rebonding your hair. EVER.
like what pak osman said "keep the curls and you'll be fine"
ewah bule..
thanks pak osman. you understand my hair the most.
like father's, like daughter's.
look at the time.
i should sleep mamma mia.





boogie wonderland.

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Friday, July 4, 2008, 7/04/2008 12:48:00 AM
Maybe .

Last thursday , thought of going home instead of extending my work time ,
but at last cancel the going home thing . went met up with yaya after my work .
she waited for an hour before i end my work shift .
oh yaya ! your such a sweet friend !
we went to this art shop infront of long john silver at vivocity .
yaya wanted to have one . you know , doing the coloring thing .
i treat her to it .
and she insisted me having one for my own .
but i decided not to cause i was very2 tired at that moment and it was pretty childish .
oh well , its not wrong right .
yaya was being cute that time .
hahaa .

after the art thing , we went to her mum's workplace which is at habourfront to show her "masterpiece" .
hahaa .
cute .
suntec city or heading bedok was the two option we had to choose that time .
so we heading bedok was the choice .
went to kfc to buy my sister's meal ; again yaya have to wait for me .
=D
went to watsons accompany her buy cutex .
and we heard the word of the day from this promoter at watsons .
"HALF - PLANG "
instead of "HALF - PRICE " .

heading ourselves to bustop , we created another name from oursleves .
" i'm from japan = YAMIKO SAN "
" yaya from spain = ROSALETA TORDES "

hahaaa .
i had fun and quite a laughter with her .
oh girlfriend !
we hug each other goodbyes and headed home .


1) Starting . 2) A nice angle . 3) Actually to distract her but she's too focus on that thing . 4) Concentrating . 5) Thinking hard about colors to use next . 6) Touching up the last dirt . 7) HER DREAM HOME . 8) Well ; she's satisfied about it . i'm glad .





On last tuesday , farra & i met up at bedok mrt platform to accompany her to habourfront cause she's going back to batam ., and thankgod she's early this time infact she's reached before me cause before this she was 1hr late to our meeting time , left me crying there . good thing i wasnt mad at her for a long time.
oh gosh , i cant believe i cried that time , cause i was alone and there was a old man talking by himself sitting near right beside me .
i was stoned and lucky i was strong enough to hold on till the old man was gone .
hahahaa .
alright syids !

1) Yamiko San & Farra Laluna .


After accompany farra , i went to rugby training . like finally ; i went training .
its been like ages since i went for it . i miss the people . haix .
anyway , i didnt trained much as i could cause its a fitness training and my coach wasnt there . sape nak gi layan .??
hahaa .
after training went to simpang bedok for a dinner with some of the touch girls & the contact guys .
i must say that the contact guys some are cute .
LOL .
and i made myself embrassed that time .
shh . you wouldnt want to know .
miera , nana , saliha was there .
and they were like " ifahh ! "
please eh ifah .
astrafirullah !


here's some of the pictures i took that day .


1) Syids & Saerah . 2) A proper pic finally . 3) Syids & Nana .
Randomly , these are the pictures taken last monday after work , my work-friends & I ,
1) Mai , Syids , Maria . 2) Syids , Mai , Faz 3) Goldilocks & Pokemon
4) Syids & Makcik jual Flower

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